I’m older and forgotten what it feels like
True love that is.
If it ever truly was love.
The last time it was smothered by insensitivity.
It’s been a long time ago.
My memory of it is from a forbidden place.
Was it wrong? Too young to
Again I ask what love is?
They called this infatuation
I felt differently, to me it was love.
It felt good, giddy and happy
to have it around while it could stay
Heartbroken to let go, but they said
It would get better, it was infatuation.
Yes, it got better, but never to feel
that innocent way again.
looked all around
searched even in company of myself
searched even in a loving presence,
peeked into the heart of other’s love
Can’t quite feel that innocent way again.
And they said it was infatuation?
Gosh!!! It felt so good!!!